Today started off lovely. It is Fabulous Friday in my Comox Valley Facebook land. I decided it was heels and a dress day. I feel that if I keep wearing them I will always be able to keep wearing them so it was a good day to do so. Got right to work where the lovely Cindy had brought the round of Starbucks this week including a Chai Latte for me. I realized that I like them but mornings are still made right by coffee.
I had a few email that left me very emotional. A back and forth one made me angry which turns me to disappointment either in them or myself which always makes me cry. It’s a horrible phenomenon to have, especially in a work environment. I have this looming past work experience which I feel leaves me to defend my honour regularly and then this new existance that has brought much praise and support from long and short term clients. I hope the transition time will pass quickly so I can stop feeling so sad.
The crew at CFEK met for a beverage after work and I was invited along. It was nice to visit and defrag. They are a fun bunch.
I came home and had the last of the bottle of red I used for my demo last night and then saw a post on Facebook I misinterpreted and apparently all the pent up crap from the week came out in a two sentence text to my eldest. You always hurt the ones you love most, right?
I calmed myself and reread the situation but can only hope she accepts, sooner than later my apology. There were feelings that were true. I miss them and feel apart. We are family and I need them more but it isn’t all her fault. We will talk. I will make it right. And I also realize that I have to deal with some other things so I don’t do that again.
I finished placing the Tupperware order for last night’s party and am thrilled to have leveled up to get the free item I really wanted, the grater system. I ordered it right away.
I think I should go to bed and awake with a fresh perspective.
triumphgal 