Spent part of the morning setting up appointments, applying for business license, which I realized I probably needed last month, and curating my Facebook page which I have had hidden since 2016! Strange that I did it on the eve of my 53rd birthday. I wonder what trauma… oh that was when I decided to leave Bella Bella I believe.

A special delivery arrived with some client info. I’ve been warned to only have one before bed…

after I put the bag in my purse hanging on the coat rack I glanced up to see an I age that made me actually laugh out loud and talk to an inanimate object. I said drunk at the time but now realize it was likely stoned

Sad news today about someone I very much admired and was inspired by. The nation lost one of it’s greats, Brent Carver. A gifted actor he was. As it happens my girls grew up in the same house he did , in Cranbrook. Many years later of course. It has been touching to see all the great theatrical places sending out tributes today.
I thought my day was complete and settled in to watch ‘Being Black in Canada’ followed by ‘The Book of Negroes’. The first was informative and real. The second has me hooked 3 episodes in. I stopped watching when I got a message from my Auntie Trish that it was near the end for her brother Toni. A little while later his youngest daughter, Kim messaged and got me crying as I knew that meant the time was near. She said our Dads would be together soon. It is so difficult to know those kids couldn’t be with their dad in the end. The loss is big, I remember it well. I shall always be grateful for having him in my life. I wish I could be by his side to let him go. I am a transitioner, or an ‘angel of death’. It is a gift and a privilege. I know I could help him so I am about to go meditate and try to reach him. He needs to stop holding on and be free of his pain and aloneness. I love you Uncle T, may flights of angels sing thee to thy rest