My sunflower versus my work neighbour’s…
Pop up mall was back and Sean, CFEK general manager bought coffee. A great moment in the sun with co-working space friends.
It was a jump from one thing to the other day, paid and volunteer moments that included a visit from both Rae-Anne and Maureen. A client stopped by to remind me that our working relationship has become a friendship and I am her person. I agreed to let the Firm tell people I was severing my contract with them but when people straight up ask I am not going to lie. So far the response has been that they want to stick with me. That is ok as long as they ask as I am not to solicit their clients.
I know that the reason I have been waking at 4 in the morning is I needed to make a final decision about my Tech Director position. Tonight I gave my resignation with the understanding I would finish what I started about clearing out old gear and organizing things. It turned out that as soon as I pushed send I had a meltdown and I called my daughter Ashlée. I cried and downloaded. She was a good shoulder. I have been involved in theatre wherever it was available since my first true role at 13 as OSA Johnson in Chamber Music. I can’t imagine leaving it behind so I guess a break is in order.
There was an issue with the development next door as apparently a valve broke as they were hooking up to the Water main today. We were without water for quite a while and when it came back it was brown. Fortunately some time ago Ashlée had bought regular water rather than distilled for my CPAP machine. I was able to wash my hand to make dinner. I watered my garden from my rain barrel, big plus.
Now, about that dinner.. simple and delicious. Bagel, miracle whip, tomato, salad, chicken bacon. DELICIOUS!
I wish for a deep sleep, to awake not feeling like I have let anyone down, and to always remember I have much love, support and respect in my life. Focus on that, Marnée, focus on that.
triumphgal 