I had the weirdest feeling today that I am in a strange one sided conversation with the world. If you have recently joined this convo, please read what you can to check in. If you would like to know more, message me. I will answer any questions and address any issues. I try to just share my life as I experience and process it in the mental state I am in each day. Some days are better than others and I don’t always recognize when my demons are winning. I do feel that I am currently rising above.
This morning I struggled a bit as there had been a lot of awake time in the night and then I saw that all my inflatables were struggling. I got ready for work and then went out and pegged them down as best I can. It was super funny when I arrived at work and a while later caught myself in a mirror. the wind had done quite the job!
I had a big list to get through this month and by the time I left work I feel I accomplished most of it. The problem I was fixated on was that I put in nearly 40 hours volunteer during my money earning time. I am ok with that as I committed knowing I would have catch up to do. The obsession is coming with using up billable hours but I need to rest in the Knowledge that my bills are paid for and I can make bucks in December.
Rae-Anne’s advent calendar arrived which was a lovely surprise as I had received and email saying it wouldn’t be until Dec 5th
Layla is always so good to see me but I suspect it is because she wants treats. Her current ones make me laugh.
After completing so much work and being grateful for my first month solo I went to Sean and Diane’s for dinner. We had a lovely evening with good food, crib, and Wii Trivial Pursuit which seemed to go on forever.
I was glad to see the neighbor across the street and lights were on as I needed photos of her furnace for my plumber. Sandy is super nice and her place is lovely and I got the pictures and forwarded them on. I am worried he won’t find the one I need for the rebates. It will be more expensive otherwise.
Good night, my friends and sleep well!
triumphgal 