I have a problem hiding my feelings some times, well maybe often. I have always admired those people who never show their annoyance, or maybe who just don’t get annoyed. I was frustrated by interruptions and assumptions that I had time for others today. Many are polite and considerate of my time, others assume if they have my number they can text or call and take up my time. I know, I am tracking and billing but I have much to accomplish this month and it can be hard for me to concentrate and I worry that I will make mistakes. People want to be trained when I only have time to fix their issues. It is not my emergency but sometimes I am left feeling that it is. Because I was caught up in so much today, I didn’t respond well to my friends and their issues. One is ill but I have little left in me by the days end, especially when putting on my Treasurer/Tech Hat when I get home as well. I want to be there for all my friends as they often are for me but my inflammation is really acting up, telling me to be careful, that I am stressed. A client let me know they forgot to tell me about a raise after I had carefully calculated the new rates for this calendar year and ran the payroll, another forgot I needed to upload his software before he ran the first payroll of the year, yet another has access issues to the government so I need to be their person and file things I have not prepared so I must be sure there is a clear paper trail. I am the CYA (over your ass) Queen. And it is only Monday..
I also went to physio again which stressed me as I had experienced the odd episode last time I was there. It went well, he was surprised at how amazing my balance is even with my eyes closed which is odd given my vertigo. It does seem the maneuver worked on my right ear so that is good and next week he will work on my neck.
My place is tidier and mostly functional at the moment so I seem to have lost momentum on the renovation but I will get back to it. For now.. sleep and recovery is the game at hand.
I also finally caved and shoe shopped because I really wanted Fluevogs but didn’t love the color options of the Dr Henrys that were available. After surfing many shops for a few hours I settled on three pairs for all different occasions that cost less than one pair of Fluevogs.
triumphgal 