08-09-21 Today I want to be like Andrei
This morning I awoke after a good comfortable sleep without even the fan on above me. It is clear why! 7-34 range in one week! 44.6F to 93.2F! That is a huge range. My garden and my cat won’t know what to do with themselves…
The rest of my day had moments when I wish I was more like Andrei on 90 Day Happily Ever After. He just calls a bitch when he sees one. There is such a part of me that wishes over the last couple months instead of shoving stuff down, I could have brought myself to call a bitch, a bitch and clear the air. I hate passive aggressive shit and it feels like I am surrounded by it right now. I think it is funny that one of the people who could have had the most reason to stay away from me is actually the one I am feeling closer to every day. I truly have to trust that she is being earnest with me. If I find out that is not true I will move back home in an instant to work as I feel that she is ‘grounding’ me there for now. i did have a great moment when I went to Hometown for Hunger at Denham Ford and ran into Sandy A who has agreed to be the stage manager for the show I am producing called The Aliens. I told her to read the script and confirm but we checked we were both fully vaxxed and had a good hug. She was the woman I recruited to be SM for the show that I quit producing while I was standing at Stonehenge on Friday the 13th of Sept 2019. I am eternally grateful that she trusts me enough to work with me again. Simple things are great blessings.
I replanned the layout of my yard today. I need Rae and the Fam to come and help me move things like one of those tile games to get it to the right spots. There were very negative and positive moments today. I heard from Tanner but it still seemed out of character. I am glad not to worry about him any longer. I have found someone who would like to apprentice under me for a major client that will be problematic to move completely online as I cut their cheques and all. That would be so great!
triumphgal 