12-22-21 another one of those number days
My cat didn’t make it far outside before heading right back in. We avoided a lot of the dump of snow and the temperature is bearable, so there’s that.

Lots of full focus things to do in an interrupted day but I was grateful for the nice breakfast start care of Nikki ordering for us from Hot Shots. After that it was full on. Clients in and out for assistance and to drop off a gift. Laurie brought me bath bombs to try from her store, Earth’s Own Naturals, which I am about to do when I finish this. Stacey stopped in previous to that and I gave her some I had bought for her to try. Funny timing. She invited me to come out and visit with them over the holidays, stay over if I like. I may just try to make that happen.

I was invited by Rae to go get something to eat and talk but she was going through the motions and I was very down so it was not the best thing overall. She had dinner ready when I got their place and it was nice to see the boys but I am still feeling very disappointed and that is a tough emotion for me to let go of. It has brought me down again. I have to remember I am the Mom, not the friend. I am on the verge of serious whining again so I will just call it a night and go climb in my tub.
I am reminded how much I am loved when I go to my mailbox and there are several beautiful cards. One held a picture of precious Trinity. They live in Whitehorse now but I was there while her mom was pregnant on the Central Coast. I miss Lisa and Joe. I will make a plan to see them again. I can’t believe Ms T is 6!
