03-15-22 The Box in my Brain worked
Today was the first really good day I have had since I heard the news. It seems my brain takes a week to process right through something. I used the tool Monica gave me. Every time I got obsessive or anxious I would simple think or even say out loud ‘BOX’ and that was it, I carried on. I met with a client who has Cancer and we had a great talk, he was the first person that I knew first hand understood what that first talk with the Dr meant. He encouraged me to stay positive and talk things out any time I needed to. I got a lot done and stayed in a good mood. After work I met Keon at the theatre and we got the monitors and lobby sound working. The only thing left to leave it all as it was and better is to hook up the camera that projects what is going on on stage to the monitors back stage and in the green room and lobby. We need a proper hub so he is going to investigate and get back to me. The universe really did provide me the perfect person to assist in the completion of the booth and transition out of the position. I am now home relaxing and watching my shows while I play POGO. All in all the best day, given the circumstances!
triumphgal 