03-24-22 you’re going to miss me when I’m gone
That song, those words, have never meant more to me. I treasure deeply the relationships I feel I have cultivated and am broken when they end. A person never knows how much they meant to another. Each of us have a completely different take on the connection we have. All that matters is the love that remains, the feelings when you think of someone. I have been blessed to establish relationships all over this planet and some were in the moment, some for a long period of time, some toxic in the end but all brought joy when they were deep and needed and heartfelt. I can only hope that people remember me kindly, whether I leave this planet sooner or later, I wish that they will know that I loved them.
Today was hard as it started with a dentist appointment for a cleaning that kicked in a full panic attack. There are many details but know that I am okay and tomorrow is another day.
Missy uses her cat door now! That is a super amazing part of this day.
triumphgal 