03-30-22 one more sleep
I awoke stupid early so decided to get on with the day. I was thrilled to see I have lost 28 pounds now but was aiming for 30. I hope the stowaway has some weight to it. The first chore was to drop off my car for a list of things that should have happened when I bought it. The service guy tried to mansplain to me the importance of oil changes… that did not go well for him. I kept in mind ‘be kind or be quiet’ but seriously, I tried to book my service at the 6 month mark and was told by his predecessor that 6K was the marker. I calmly told him that I had my mechanics apprenticeship and was fully aware of the importance of oil changes.. and just do it.
The rest of the day was sketchy as I was constantly checking lists, taking care of last minute things and running payroll. I think much of my stress lies in hoping that this whole situation doesn’t make me miss any deadlines. One of my main clients had a pizza and bevie lunch to celebrate getting through another year end and I was grateful to be included but paid with stomach pains for the afternoon.
The beautiful part of today was so many people reaching out and offering love and prayers. There were glorious gifts of flowers and candles and bath treats. So many messages of support and love. It really filled my tank and took away the anxiety.
I got my car back and am happy with much of it, including the spiffy decals although you can tell up close that they were not put on by the professionals. I plan to take close up pics in case there are issues.
Rae-Anne came by with a lovely light dinner of salad and shrimp skewers that Roger made. Her kids are sick so I couldn’t go there. She showered and didn’t hug them before coming here, where we kept a good distance and had a good visit. Poor Ashlée is also sick. After tomorrow I won’t care and we will hug at will.
The rest of the evening was spent sipping Scotch in a candlelit bath while watching the Marvelous Mrs. Maisel. It was only interrupted by a quick visit with my neighbour Tracey who will come feed Missy in my absence. I really am grateful for the team around me whose support makes this easier.
I am so grateful for all the messages and love thrown my way that I am ready to tuck in for a good sleep knowing that no matter what I am now alone in this.
triumphgal 