04-18-22 Birthday Eve
This is the day I traditionally have thought of as my New Years Eve. It is the night I think about all the things I want to hold on to and what I want to let go of. I began by setting my alarm and getting on the treadmill, beginning the habits I had before getting the news on March 9th. I was at the office at a regular time and enjoyed the peacefulness of everyone else in my end of the building being off. I worked my tushka off and came home at a decent time when my brain had had enough. I puzzled a bit, made a nice meal and settled to watch my shows. I had to reschedule my tattoo tomorrow as her kids aren’t feeling well. I was grateful to find she had an opening on my cousin Debbi’s birthday on the 30th as it is a them matching memorial to her sister I am getting. It was first scheduled for her sister’s birthday, and then mine.. now we will try hers, lol. Short story is I will hold on to the things that brought me joy and boot the rest to the far side.

