04-23-22 Zoom zoom
It was worth setting an alarm today to spend time with the ABCs, well many of us anyway. There were noticeable absences and we aren’t together again until June, boo. I took the app Dave mentioned and made some fun watercolors as samples. I did a few chores including getting rid of the last of the bouquet I received on the 30th. The last two flowers fit perfect in the swan vase Cindy gave me.
Rae-Anne came by and chose a dress and shoes to wear to a 1920s gala tonight. I do not lend out shoes and they are my Carnaby Street, UK ones so I must prepare for any outcome. They are just a thing, right??
There was a cool thing on the fence when we left. I will take part.
The next long stretch of time was at the office. I got a lot done making next weeks list shorter. When I was nearing the end of my day, I enjoyed a bevie.
Came home and made a good meal before climbing into a tub and watching Bridgerton, Next it was out to the couch to take a gummy and relax. I have been having a time dealing with Survivor Guilt. My friend Deb died of Cancer before I knew for sure I didn’t have it and I am obsessively remembering her now. At the time I had no emotions, they were immediately shoved away. I wanted to reach out to her kids, I have not. I have to be careful and figure out how not to make it about me. I have known them for 30 or more years, I need to reach out, give them all the love and I will, when I process this oddness out of my system.
triumphgal 