05-06-22 What a great day!
hey Mom, I am making friends! Seriously, today was extraordinary. I have had so many deep and meaningful conversations I can’t even tell you! from clients who appreciate what I am doing to help them show the government how much they contribute to our country so they can stay and thrive (spoiled me with one of their great products), to a heartfelt conversation with a fellow board member who understands that we don’t always agree but we always support and care about each other, to great chats with other organizational members that feel real and not forced, to being brave enough to ‘refriend’ a person who hurt me in the past and both of us realizing we miss our friendship and want to put it all in the past, to a casual friend asking to hang out in the future because we are learning we enjoy each other’s company. These are all things that seemed so impossible not so long ago, I honestly feel that letting go and being open to all is the secret. I am manifesting all positives in my relationships and the universe is providing in abundance. All in the same day… so much love. I am overwhelmed with gratitude. I probably should flag this post somehow so I can come back and reread it when I think I am alone in this world. I mean, I know you are out there reading and observing the ups and downs that are the life I lead, you see the cycling. I am aware that I am a study in contradictions but I have to be aware that just because my perception of relationships or lack there of changes, it doesn’t always mean others have left me, in fact, I may have pushed them away, for now. For now I am embracing all the good in this day and looking forward to tomorrow.
triumphgal 