08-17-22 Too much to do,
Too little brain power. I am finding myself low on tolerance and easily annoyed with everything. I have had little to no say in a few things for a while now and yet am expected to write reports, complete payroll, train people. I don’t want to… There was a very clear picture in my mind when I went fully self-employed, that I would choose whom I worked for and what type of work I did. Slowly, through my spot at the Co-working space, clients still from the firm and my current commitment to my volunteer responsibilities, I have found myself struggling to even take a day off. Tomorrow I am to have Emmy overnight to help Danika out and get a good visit. Unfortunately I still have Sheldon here so I will have to work around him and have her stay with me.
Still no word from Thule or Hyundai. I think I will open a claim with my insurer tomorrow so I can at the least get a quote as to how much the responsible party needs to pay and otherwise get busy moving forward. I dislike that the shine has come off my love for my new car. I have to get that back.
I was home later as I popped out for a brow wax which was a nice walk away and then returned to get all my reports done as Treasurer for the AGM and my final Board meeting. All I will have to do now is the other report I was asked to do as someone is on vacation, and draw up my contractors agreement with the Theatre Society for going forward after the AGM.
It is a real struggle to not drop the ball when I am recovering from the adrenaline rush of Sunday. It is hard to explain that being strong at the moment, mentally and physically, makes me weak for days after. It is probably why I have no tolerance for anyone else right now. To be fair I probably owe the theatre for allowing me to step down as Tech director when I had my surgery. I just need to take ownership of my time and block some off for a rest. I probably am peopled out in my home as well.
triumphgal 