03-02-23 Today was good to focus
I took opportunity today to only work on one file. I did a couple other things but for the most part I was able to just focus and relax into doing just one thing. It was exactly what I needed to do, give my brain a break from multitasking. I picked up Mom at 4 and took her to her appointment to follow up on all the tests. It is still odd to see a nurse-practitioner rather than a Dr but she seems really on top of it all. We got any results and there is relief that so far all the findings can be managed with diet. There are more tests to come and Mom is not thrilled about giving up her sweets but the alternative is worse. I picked us up dinner and we ate at her apartment before I came home to try and let all the emotions go. It all feels so sudden but that is because she only talked about the pain in hr butt muscles, not all the other symptoms. I am glad I kept asking questions and pressing until I got a bigger picture. It is just so trying for me as I sense things but don’t get the answer and then all the pieces fall together and I feel I was right to question in the first place. At least a few of us in the family know and can help now. I do feel like running away for a bit though… may start looking for last minute deals.
triumphgal 