04-25-23 4.5 to 11.5
I had a very tossed and turned 4.5 hours in bed before I just got up and sat on the couch drinking coffee and binging Love is Blind. I chose it because I felt if I fell asleep again I wouldn’t care. I did not fall asleep as I was suffering from all the terrible side effects of antibiotics after eating healthy for so long. (I was afraid to fart) I made it to the office early and left almost 12 hours later. It was a full and intense day, as many in April are. It is the life of a bookkeeper, so many demands in such a small space of time. Did the government plan to choose a month with only 30 days? They clearly chose the moment to go on strike (my birthday). I have a lot of loose ends and that is what disturbs my sleep. I have rarely dropped the ball but in my sleep I am defragging the days and processing to the point that I awake in a sweat.
Danika is doing better and will need to stay in Kelowna for outpatient care for two weeks, I am too busy in the day to take the girls even though I want to, my Hello Fresh didn’t arrive today so it was pirogies in the air fryer, and I am super emotionally fragile. BUT! My day started and ended with picking up my mail. This morning I had a beautiful handwritten thank you card. It was not one I necessarily deserved but if my love for the receiver counts, it was in abundance. When I got home, so many hours later, I had a parcel in the box from my Besties. They sent me gorgeous earrings and I can’t wait to wear them tomorrow. They are so thoughtful. I wish to see their faces live sometime soon. I am afraid I usurped our trip to the East coast this summer with my Vegas trip as I have much to deal with financially but I know that when you are soul mate friends, you figure it out. It’s the way I feel about Sonia, that I am meeting Vegas. We really spent little time together but I felt a bond and can’t wait to see her again!
Some days there is the simple pleasure of leaving the office at 8:38 pm and seeing the glow over the mountains and then checking the weather to know it will be Willys weather coming up!!
triumphgal 