10-14-25 Anxiety Ridden
Today felt like I hopped from one anxiety attack to the next, but I managed to finish all of the files that I had to get done for September and a great deal of date entry for October for the client who is selling. It was also a couple of payroll day. A bright spot and it was when the mail arrived with my project to do when I get home.
I left work around four to go pick up mine and Mom’s pills. Hers were not ready so I had to wait for a bit and could only have a short visit with her. I did spend time this afternoon though making a beautiful itinerary sheet, which I gave a copy of to her and for the bulletin board at the office because the ladies want to play where in the world is Carmen Sandiego.
I had a short and sweet visit with mom and left my brother Greg’s number with the management in case of emergency. It will be easier for him to mobilize the troops from one hour time difference than for me.
I stopped at my friend Diana‘s to pick up the euros that I bought from her as she has just come back from a cruise. She gave me lots of good hints and I was happy to have the cash in hand.
By the time I reached my appointment at 5 o’clock I was very wound up with anxiety and warned Melissa. After a 1.5 hour pedicure, my anxiety was gone and I have been calm ever since.
At 7:30 I had an appointment with Karissa for a haircut. I do enjoy chatting with her. She knows all the history because she went to school with and graduated with Rae-Anne. My hair feels so much better.
I have come home and cuddled up in my bed, watching The Voice with Missy at my feet. She has been very glued to me and that is either because she sent my anxiety or because she knows I’m leaving. It must be hard for her when she doesn’t know when I’m coming back. I am grateful to Tracey for being such a good cat sitter though.
Two more sleeps
triumphgal 