10-23-26 what a day
I just hung out for the morning. It had rained in the night and knocked a good deal of leaves down. It’s so beautiful
Just as I was having lunch at the office I received a call that my friends were unable to connect me to the show and a stay overnight on Sunday due to Pam being diagnosed with stage 4 cirrhosis of the liver and rectal cancer. She has to have an MRI in another town nearer to them on Monday morning. Al was very choked up telling me and I was shattered. I promised to go visit as soon as I am able.
I worked hard to compartmentalize and focus on the show but I had a panic attack when the stage manager informed me there were only English muffins and I needed biscuits that would dissolve in my mouth for a scene that is usually received with much laughter. The cast were amazing and the director quickly picked up some biscuits that would work. I acknowledged the state of mind I was in and did not feel embarrassed, just loved and cared for
I was able to perform well but am now exhausted. I stopped at the liquor store just before it closed and picked up a top shelf bottle to raise a glass in honour and d Dads birthday.
I parked behind this and figured it was good advice for all
