06-12-26 she’s giving up
My day began at 7 with a coffee in the hot tub. It was lovely. My day pretty much ended with a couple hours with Mom in mostly misery. She is having a lot of negative feels. I had to assist her completely to get her to eat. She said she feels ignored in the hospital, that she is someone ugly and useless now. I finally told her that I wish she hadn’t been told her diagnosis as she is now leaning into it. I reminded her that she had a bath and a pretty good day and needed to think positive but that she is allowed the feels as long as she comes through them.
triumphgal 