08-04-26 the hits keep coming
I actually woke up feeling very motivated. I hopped in the hot tub and then the shower before gathering all the diamonds, I have with intention to pick up my safety deposit box key at the office and take them to the bank. As it turns out, I couldn’t find the key anywhere and was getting very frustrated so I just went and got in line at the bank and opened a new box to put them in with intention to find my key and cancel the other one rather than pay the $270 to have it drilled out.
Once back at the office, I got an email that my results of my x-ray were on my health portal. Imagine my surprise to find that my lungs were clear. I am going to have a talk with my doctor and find out why I was put on a double dose of antibiotics and told that I had pneumonia in my upper right lung when nothing showed up on the x-ray. There is definitely a mistake somewhere.
I focussed on getting work done and was partway through running a payroll when I noticed an email come in from my sister-in-law, which was unusual. It was a copy of the Will from my stepmother Donna. This is not a place. I would normally talk about those things, but I am struggling. It turns out that the property was left to Greg and the remainder of the state to Sandra. My understanding from all conversations was that we had both been left out of the Will so it was a terrible shock. I called Rosie and had a good cry and then called Rae-Anne who came over to the office and talked me through all the feels. To me this is just proof that Mrs. B was not in her right mind when she remade the Will in 2019. What really hurts is that I was not informed of any of this. I am still trying to process how to keep relation.
I finished my payroll and then went and sat in the red chairs in Rae’s yard before we headed down to F&B for some food
I stopped afterwards and bought a nice bottle of crown for Tracey as it is her 60th birthday today. She arrived home just after I did and we have spent the last few hours sitting on our deck, enjoying a sip and good deep conversation. It has helped me to let go of enough to be able to sleep tonight and decide what I am going to do in the near future.
My heart is hurting.
I found this card from Jake and sent him the pics to which he replied “you still haven’t “ I love my son


I did manage to pull off a little prank at the office today as my poinsettia was struggling to stay alive. I swapped it out with the fancy one upfront, but before I left, no one had noticed.


One of the treats I ordered myself was a new quip toothbrush, and I love the packaging that it came in
